I havent been on for a while, I have been trying not to be so critical. It's of course very hard for me to do, when so many people are so very stupid. ^.^

Okay, ya'll remember my POOR ME blog right? Yeah you do, I know you do, its becoming the favorite lol. Well, anyway back onto the point of mentioning that is well I've written a song based upon that. Here it is, oh and PS dont hate me k?

The Science of Crazy
Album: Lyrics of My Life
Song: Holy War

Give me that razorblade
I'll commit YOUR suicide
You're such an hypocrite, without even the strength to die

Give me that razorblade
I'll commit YOUR suicide
Just shut your mouth and end it, everything you say is a lie

Quit making youself into a 'poor sinner'
Quit taking pictures of blood running down your fingers
Quit trying to get me to pity you

Quit wearing black
Quit talking death and crack
Quit being someone else, we all know this isnt you

Give me that razorblade
I'll commit YOUR suicide
You're such an hypocrite, without even the strength to die

Give me that razorblade
I'll commit YOUR suicide
Just shut your mouth and end it, everything you say is a lie

Our Father
who art in heaven
hallowed be thy name
thy kingdom come, thy will be done
on earth as it is
in heaven
give us this day our daily bread
forgive us our tresspasess
as we forgive those who tresspass against us
lead us not into temptation
and deliever us from evil
amen

Give me that razorblade
I'll commit YOUR suicide
You're such an hypocrite, without even the strength to die

Give me that razorblade
I'll commit YOUR suicide
Just shut your mouth and end it, everything you say is a lie

May God have mercy on your soul
such a pitifull thing it is
And I hope you reach salvation
even if you're just a little bitch

So hand over that razorblade, back away from the ledge
we all know you'll never do it
you just wanted the attention

Give me that razorblade
I'll commit YOUR suicide
You're such an hypocrite,
Give me that razorblade
I'll commit YOUR suicide
Just shut your mouth and end it

You just want the attention.

Thats the song, its lovely aint it?

You know those people right? The ones that use words they dont know the meaning of and use other people to justify themselves? People who never shut up. People who dont KNOW that they are iggnorant? I know them. One is sitting right next to me. I wish to God I had a tazer. aaaargh....shut up!!!!
nope didnt work. These people are too stypid to understand I want to go on a rampage for world peace and mankind by killing off ALL, every-single-one of these people. You'd be surprised how many wars are cause just cause we want they other side to shut the fuck up.

Just saying....

Okay so I'm at fishermans warf and I'm just looking around when I came upon these two young women. Their conversation went as follows:

a: I still dont understand why you're upset.

b: I dont want him to leave me.

a: Okay so what are you going to do

b: Well he thinks I'm too fat and doesent seem attracted to me anymore so I think I'll just not eat untill I lose some weight.....maybe about twenty pounds.

a: Okay so He'll like stay with you if you do this

b:yeah, why wouldnt he?

WTF man? Wtf!

So she's not eating because she wants some guy to stay with her because she thinks he's not attracted to her and yet she expects him to STAY with her on her looks alone? Is she CRAZY? How does that make sense can someone tell me? Wouldnt it have been much easier to dump the loser and find some who she does not have to stop eating for?



Why is it that people seem to lose asll comonsense when it comes to themselves? I dont dont dont understand. Didnt she understand that SHE could have left HIM at anytime and found someone else? She was acting as if he was her last chance.

It just realy bothers me. I like to look nice sometimes but I would never base a realationship off wether or not the person I'm with looks like a twenty ALL THE TIME. How insane is that?

Well thats my rant for the day, I'll try to find some lighter things to post but no promises here. Pepople are ALWAYS doing stupid things and I somehow always manage to be there to see them

If, cogito ergo sum means I think therefore I am
does I AM mean 'Exist' 'is real' 'contains soul'?

so...if we stop thinking for ourselves have we 'ceased to be'? Have we given up our right to exist? Other people decide what we can watch on tv, what we can read in the paper, the information we're exposed to, the clothes we can buy, what we eat what we listen to how we act and what we like. (just a generalization mind you)
so...as a race...has mankind ceased to be real? Are we simply existing, just a sea of nameless faces that are fake anyway? Beings without likes or dislikes, without courage or purity or faith? Is that where we are headed?
The mind refuses to allow the thought, for, what if this is whats happening?

'What if' indeed....